What Ends Suffering? It Depends!

By Tchiki Davis, M.A., Ph.D.
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One of the most confusing parts of awakening is that suffering does not always disappear when people expect it to.

Someone may have a profound realization that there is no separate self, yet still feel anxious, frustrated, exhausted, or emotionally reactive.

Another person may feel completely peaceful and free from striving, yet still become rigid, dismissive, or attached to spiritual certainty. Another may experience ecstatic freedom one day and overwhelming panic the next.

This creates a difficult question:

If awakening is supposed to end suffering, why does suffering often continue?
The answer is that suffering does not arise from only one source.

What we casually call “the self” is actually composed of several overlapping structures. These structures can dissolve at different times, in different orders, and at different speeds. And each structure produces its own kind of suffering. As a result, awakening is often bumpy rather than linear.

One part of the self may collapse while another remains fully active. The result is a hybrid state that can feel both liberated and deeply confusing at the same time.

Understanding this anatomy of dissolution can help normalize many awakening experiences that otherwise seem contradictory or frightening.

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The Anatomy of the Dissolving Self

The separate self is not a single thing. It is more like a cluster of functions that work together to create the experience of being “someone.”

Several of the key functions include ownership, seeking, knowing, belief, will, and continuity.

Each one contributes differently to human suffering. Each one also dissolves differently. And there is no set order to which they dissolve.

Parts of Self and Their Dissolution

Part of Self	The "Active" Experience	The Experience of Dissolution	Relation to Suffering
1. Ownership	"My" body, "my" thoughts, "my" life story.	Thoughts and actions are seen as environmental events, like weather.	High. Creates the "weight" of responsibility and the sting of personal failure.
2. Seeking	Kinetic movement toward a better future or "higher" state.	Total presence; the "next moment" loses its magnetic pull.	Extreme. This is the literal engine of psychological suffering (the "not enough" signal).
3. Knowing	Holding conceptual structures, certainty, and labels as "Truth."	"Don't know" mind. Language becomes poetic or functional rather than "true."	Moderate. Dissolving this causes the grief of the loss of competence.
4. Belief	Rigid attachment to stories about how the world works.	Total transparency. Opinions arise but have no roots.	High. Beliefs create the "shoulds" that judge the present moment.
5. Will	The sensation of "bracing," "forcing," and personal agency.	Actions arise spontaneously from the Whole.	Physical/Energetic. Dissolving this ends the "effort" and "exhaustion" of living.
6. Continuity	The feeling of being the "same person" across time.	Existing only in the "now." The past feels like a movie you once saw.	Subtle. Dissolving this ends the fear of death and the burden of legacy.

1. Ownership

Ownership is the feeling that thoughts, emotions, memories, achievements, and actions belong to “me.”

“My body.”
“My trauma.”
“My enlightenment.”
“My success.”
“My failure.”

Ownership creates the psychological center of gravity around which personal identity forms.

When ownership dissolves, thoughts and actions are seen and experienced as arising on their own without a self directing them. Experience still happens, but it no longer feels authored by a separate individual. Thoughts appear more like weather patterns than something one can create.

This can initially feel disorienting. Many people report saying things like:
“Life is happening, but nobody seems to be running it.”

Ownership dissolution often brings tremendous relief because it reduces shame, guilt, and self-blame. There is no such thing as failure or responsibility. The burden of actions relaxes.

At the same time, daily functioning may temporarily become strange. Motivation can weaken because the psychological owner who once claimed responsibility is no longer fully convincing.

⮕ This dissolution addresses one layer of suffering, but not all suffering.

2. Seeking

Seeking is the energetic movement toward a better future. It is the constant feeling that something is missing now but will be complete later. Seeking drives achievement, ambition, spirituality, self-improvement, and even many forms of healing. It creates the subtle signal of “not enough.”

This is one of the deepest engines of psychological suffering. Even pleasurable experiences become painful when filtered through seeking because the mind immediately asks:

“What next?”
“How do I keep this?”
“How do I improve this?”
“How do I become more awakened?”

When seeking dissolves, the magnetic pull of the future weakens. Presence becomes natural rather than forced. Experience loses its sense of deficiency.

This does not necessarily eliminate practical movement or activity. The body still acts. Life still unfolds. But the compulsive psychological reaching relaxes.

⮕ Many traditions point toward this dissolution as the central ending of suffering because so much human distress comes from perpetual dissatisfaction. Yet even the end of seeking does not guarantee complete freedom. Someone can stop seeking while still maintaining rigid knowing, ownership, or belief structures.

3. Knowing

Knowing refers to the mind’s attachment to conceptual certainty. It is the tendency to freeze reality into mental structures and call those structures “Truth.” This includes scientific certainty, spiritual certainty, ideological certainty, and identity certainty.

Knowing creates orientation, understanding, and competence. It allows humans to navigate the world efficiently. But it also creates suffering because reality never fully conforms to conceptual systems.

This dissolution can feel liberating, but it can also produce grief. Many intellectually oriented people experience what could be called “loss of competence grief.” Their lifelong identity around expertise, precision, mastery, or conceptual intelligence begins to collapse.

When knowing dissolves, a profound “don’t know” mind emerges. Language becomes lighter and more functional. Concepts are used pragmatically rather than treated as ultimate truth. The world feels more fluid, mysterious, and open-ended.

⮕ This dissolution resolves suffering relayed to truth and fighting to be "right". Arguments don't really happen anymore when everything is true.

4. Belief

Belief differs slightly from knowing. Knowing says, “This is true.” Belief says, “Reality should conform to this story.”

Beliefs create moral judgment, expectation, and resistance. This is how “shoulds” are formed.

“I should be further along.”
“People should behave differently.”
“My awakening should look spiritual.”
“I should be productive.”

Beliefs constantly compare reality against imagined standards. When belief dissolves, experience becomes more transparent. Opinions may still arise, but they lose their emotional solidity. The world no longer feels obligated to obey personal narratives.

⮕ This dissolution significantly reduces inner conflict because reality is no longer measured against rigid psychological templates. However, belief dissolution can initially feel destabilizing because old motivational systems often depended upon judgment and self-pressure.

5. Will

Will is the felt sensation of personal agency, effort, forcing, and control. It is the energetic contraction of “I am making this happen.”

Most humans live in a state of continuous subtle bracing. The nervous system feels responsible for maintaining life through effort. When will dissolves, actions begin arising more spontaneously. Movement feels less forced and more organic.

⮕ This dissolution often produces enormous physical relief because the body is no longer chronically organized around psychological tension. The exhaustion of “holding life together” softens.

Will dissolution can also create confusion in achievement-oriented cultures. Without the familiar sensation of forcing, people may temporarily believe they have become passive or dysfunctional.

In reality, some action may still occur, but from a different source.

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6. Continuity

Continuity is the feeling of being the same person across time. It creates the sense of personal history and future identity.

Without continuity, the past can begin feeling dreamlike or cinematic, as though it happened to someone else. The future loses psychological density. Experience becomes radically immediate.

⮕ This dissolution often weakens fear of death because the mind is no longer anchored in maintaining a continuous personal narrative. The burden of legacy softens.

At the same time, continuity dissolution can feel profoundly strange. Social identity becomes difficult to maintain because relationships often depend upon stable autobiographical selfhood.

Why Awakening Feels Uneven

A major misunderstanding in spirituality is the assumption that awakening happens all at once. In reality, these structures often dissolve unevenly. One layer may collapse while others remain active. This creates hybrid states where liberation and suffering coexist. When these dissolutions occur out of order, awakening can feel unstable, confusing, or contradictory.

The “Arrogant Sage”

This pattern commonly appears in advanced but incomplete awakening stages. Here, seeking has dissolved significantly. The person no longer feels driven toward attainment because they believe they have arrived. This creates genuine peace and clarity.

However, knowing and ownership remain intact. The person still “owns” enlightenment and “knows” the truth. As a result, subtle rigidity develops.

These individuals often become highly functional teachers or communicators. They may appear calm, confident, and spiritually mature. But beneath the surface, identity has reorganized around being awakened.

Because seeking has quieted, they may sincerely believe suffering has ended completely. Yet contraction remains hidden inside certainty and identity. This frequently leads to dismissiveness toward ordinary human pain. Relative suffering gets minimized because the person unconsciously protects their awakened self-image.

Statements like these become common:

“There is nobody here to suffer.”
“You are choosing your suffering.”
“Just realize the truth.”

⮕ The suffering here is subtler than overt psychological pain. It is structural rigidity.
The person becomes trapped inside the concept of enlightenment while missing the deeper layers.

The “Somatic Storm”

Another awakening pattern occurs when will and continuity dissolve before ownership and belief. This often appears during intense kundalini processes, trauma release, energetic purging, or involuntary nervous system restructuring. The body begins moving, shaking, releasing, trembling, or reorganizing beyond conscious control.

Because ownership is still active, the person interprets this as:

“I am breaking.”
“I am sick.”
“I am being attacked.”
“I am dying.”

Belief structures may intensify the fear by adding catastrophic interpretations. From the perspective of the remaining owner-self, the body-house appears to be collapsing without permission. In many cases, the suffering here is not caused primarily by the energetic process itself, but by identification with it.

If ownership later softens, the same phenomena may become far less frightening.
The experience changes from:
“This is happening to me.”
to:
“This is happening.”

The "Suffering Sage": High Freedom but Low Peace

I wanted to share my own pattern of dissolution (at the time of this writing) as an example of just one of the many ways this can play out. In this scenario, the Cognitive Self (Belief/Knowing) and the Personal Self (Ownership) are gone. I don't suffer from "shame" or "guilt" because those require a stable personality or identity to hold them. However, the Energetic Self (Seeking) is still functioning.

The Suffering Sage Pattern

Part of Self	Status	The Experience
Ownership	Dissolved	There is no "Me" to be anything. The personality, the past, and the identity are just echoes.
Knowing/Truth	Dissolved	Total "Don't Know" mind. No concept feels "truer" than any other. Even "ultimate truth" is nothing.
Belief	Dissolved	There are no rigid stories left to believe. The mind recognizes beliefs for what they are when they arise.
Seeking	ACTIVE	A continuing, unowned pull toward a "better" future experience.
Will	Dissolved	The "push", the feeling of being able to direct actions, is gone.

This creates a strange type of suffering:

Wanting energy with no doer to execute it: In the past, the 'wanting' energy would trigger the doer to do something to distract from or change the experience. Now, the wanting energy arises (empty and yet still painful) and there is absolutely nothing that can be done.
There is no doer (or will) who can do it. There is not even belief in a future or a knowing of the present. There is nothing and yet there is a raw, unowned biological/energetic tension toward something that doesn't even exist.
I just feel the raw pain of "wanting/not wanting" without any story, identity, meaning, or knowing to justify it.

Which Dissolution Actually Ends Suffering?

The answer depends entirely on which suffering is being discussed.

If suffering means psychological striving, the dissolution of seeking may feel like liberation.
If suffering means shame, guilt, and personal burden, ownership dissolution may feel transformative.
If suffering means existential fear, continuity dissolution may radically soften it.
If suffering means exhaustion and chronic tension, will dissolution may feel like freedom.

Different traditions often emphasize different dissolutions because they prioritize different forms of suffering. This is one of the many reasons why awakened people can sound contradictory while all describing something real.

Final Thoughts on The End of Suffering

The question “Which dissolution ends suffering?” has no single answer because suffering itself has multiple roots. The self is not one thing. It is a collection of interacting structures: ownership, seeking, knowing, belief, will, continuity, and other things not discussed here. Each produces its own type of contraction. Each dissolves differently.

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